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I WANNA BE DEFINED BY THE THINGS I LOVE.

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rules

    RULE ONEHi, welcome to my blog. This blog deals with triggering topics that will be tagged accordingly. This blog will deal with the character study of Cassie Howard from Euphoria. I am a super chill person and I don’t expect a lot except for people to please read my guidelines and respect them. This is my second blog, the first one I had was naivefell and it was established in 2019 after the first euphoria finale.    RULE TWOIt’s not a secret to anyone that Cassie is in love with love or what I like to call infatuation. Yes, she falls fast. But I only ship chemistry. Please don’t force anything on me that could kill my muse. Cassie has a very skewed perception of love. My portrayal is a very empathetic approach too. The thoughts and reflections and actions from Cassie should never be reflected on me as a person. Please understand there is a difference between fiction and reality.    RULE THREEBasically, don’t reblog things from me, always use the source because that can get very annoying. If there is no source you may reblog from me. This includes: memes, musings, shippy musings, aesthetics, and other things that I reblog. Also if you are going to unfollow me, no hard feelings, just make sure to soft block me or hard block me, please.

    RULE FOURThis blog will not participate in smut, I prefer fade to black. If that is a problem for you then you can unfollow. I will not bend this rule. Some shipping matters may contain dark subjects I will always try to tag accordingly.    RULE FIVEI’m not a plotting vs winging it kind of person. I kind of like both and if we mesh that’s even better. I ask that you don’t godmod my character and if you have a question about my portrayal feel free to ask me.    RULE SIXThis blog will focus on fixing canon but never throwing out what Cassie did / done. I do not condone her actions in any way, I am just here to write her the way that I see her which also makes sense to me to make reasons not excuses for her actions. This blog will have Nate / Cassie on it. I do not ship them in any way. Please keep in mind Cassie will romanticise her relationships to keep them / bare being in them. Remember mun does not equal muse. I understand a lot of people are upset with Cassie, if you hate her, this blog is not for you. Thank you for reading my rules.

 independent, private, selective cassie howard from euphoria*. 
 loved dearly by mj ( 25+/ she/ her /est ) 

dossier

.       BASICS full name  cassandra suzannah howard
 also known as  cassie, cass, cas, c
 date of birth  october 19th 2001
 age  18 ( verse dependent )
 zodiac  libra
 gender  female
 pronouns  she / her
 orientation  bisexual ( closeted )
 occupation  student
 species  human
.       BACKGROUND~ birthplace  california, usa
 current home  california
 nationality  american
 ethnicity  white
 language(s)  english and a little bit of french ~
 parents  suzannah howard, gus howard
 siblings  lexi howard
 other family members  aunts, uncles, grandparents, etc.
 significant other  verse dependent
 children  audrey mckay ( with chirstopher mckay )
 pets  
pitbul mix named buddy

.       APPEARANCE faceclaim  i have three the main verse is sydney sweeney, the young adult is grace van patten, and the third for older is margot robbie~ hair  dirty blonde ( almost like a strawberry blonde ) mid-length
 eyes  hazel
 height  5'4
 build  curvy and athletic
 dominant hand  left ~
~ scars  a couple from ice skating so early on her feet, i will have to come back to this question.
 tattoo  a couple of hearts on various body parts and a butterfly on her wrist
 piercings  just her ears, one set.
 other remarkable  freckles, big blue eyes, red cheeks, ~
.       PSYCHOLOGY~ character traits caring, giving, loving, compassionate
insecure, jealous, selfish, secretive
~
 likes  like, like, like, like
 dislikes  dislike, dislike, dislike, dislike
 fears & phobias  fears / phobias
 wishes & dreams  wishes / dreams
~ mbti  mbti
 moral alignment  chaotic neutral
 enneagram type  3w2
Enneagram 3w2 Personality Traits
Basic Fear
Enneagram type three wing twos are afraid of failing and being unworthy of love. They avoid this by setting and accomplishing goals, in order to feel successful and worthy.Basic DesireTheir basic desire is to be admired and accepted. They seek value through accomplishment, which may push them deeper into their work.Enchanters tend to adjust their persona to their audience, in order to feel as though they are easily liked, which may lead to playing a character rather than being themselves.In summary, Enneagram 3w2 personalities tend to...
Be encouraging and vivacious
Enjoy setting ambitious goals
Seek success and accomplishment
Focus on their social appearance
Fear being rejected or unworthy of love
Enneagram 3w2 Strengths
Every personality archetype has strengths and blind spots, and these are often amplified in professional settings where we often encounter a diverse group of people with vastly different backgrounds and value systems.
Strengths that are typically associated with the Enneagram 3w2 personality include...
Dedication to achieving their goals
Naturally self-confident and self-aware
Ability to easily connect with others
Caring deeply for their community
Being efficient in the workplace
Enneagram 3w2 Weaknesses
Weaknesses that are typically associated with the Enneagram 3w2 personality include...
Heavily focusing on social image
Struggling to accept failure from others
Being overly competitive or possessive
Tendency to be unintentionally manipulative

biogr
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THE GIRL WHO LOVED TOO MUCH but wasn’t loved enough. Cassie Howard was born in 2001 in California. Cassie is a bright and smart student and someone who has a huge heart and who is kind and compassionate. She doesn’t always make the best choices but whatever she does comes from such a deep wanting and desire for love. Her perception of love had been skewed at a young age watching her parents fight and then her father leave and go downhill. Searching desperately for her father’s love in every male / male gaze she made some horrible choices in the process resulting in her becoming the laughing stock and in the sinister grip of nate jacobs. Betraying her friends and family she begins to realize she needs to find that hope and love and acceptance in herself. After college, Cassie learns to become cold and calculated while also being very careful who she spends her time on and with. She becomes a better version of herself and even goes to a trade school to open up her own mechanic shop. She begins to turn her hobby into a living.

verses

  SEE MY HEART BURNING IN THE DISTANCE
^            ( euphoria )
this verse is canon compliant to season one and what happens to cassie in euphoria
    GOT A BROKEN EGO BROKEN HEART
^          
(euphoria )

canon divergent to season two and my own personal interpretation going into season three. cassie is on her own.
    I AM NOT HERE I AM JUST A MIRROR
^            ( euphoria )^
this is cassie the way i wanted to write her before season two ruined it. so she had the abortion, she is recovering from it. but also not using the best coping mechanisms and she gets back into ice skating as well .

    YOUNG AND WILD AND FREE
^            ( college )
this verse is based around young adult cassie and what i think might have happened to her. i think she would either become a model or go to college ( preferably a trade school ) to dive deeper into her background and passion of mechanics and then eventually start her own shop..
    A NEW CHAPTER IN THE VOID
^            *( stranger things )
~cassie moved to hawkins her junior year and she is the new kid but still has polaroid's and videos out there with guys who took advantage of her ( aka her nudes ) she lives with her aunt and uncle and interns / studies at the local mechanic shop also adding her 90's verse where she becomes a model after moving away from hawkins when she graduates
    **BUT TIME MAKES YOU BOLDER **
( older )
very similar to her college verse but cassie is not taking any shit from anyone. she is very mature and independent and just wants to live her dreams. i can't decide if i want to make her a model / professional ice skater / successful mechanic for this verse
~
    LIVING FOR THE THRILL
( vampire )
cassie is newly turned but survives and her sire leaves her and she is stuck being a mess and also finding out to control her newfound abilities and not turn into a ripper.
    PLEASE DON'T KILL ME MR.GHOSTFACE
*( scream )
tatum esque aesthetic inspired she just reminds me of her in the verse but basically cassie is a victim of ghost face but never finds out who they are. ALSO there is another au i have with @thefearedsouls where her and cameron ( her boyfriend ) are ghost face.
    A SHADYSIDE TRAGEDY*( fear street )
~ cassie was born shadyside " trash " though she never viewed it like that or wished for a better life she is suddenly put in the view of the sunnysiders following heather watkins tragic death. her mom decides to be smart and marry rich but that doesn't mean cassie wants to fit in with the perfect little sunnysiders but it seems to her she has no choice but to play along and all the tension breaks lose when when she sees ziggy ( someone she used to babysit ) at camp nightwing. now it's a race against time and survival. .
    **LOST AND INSECURE( greys )
cassie is a pediatric nurse working at Sloan memorial hospital and doing her first year like all interns she must deal with pressure and temptation and the craziness of the hospital but she does love her job a lot
    **LEAVE ALL YOUR LOVE AND LONGING BEHIND( the walking dead )i have two active verses for Cassie's walking dead. One of them is just her surviving in California specifically Los Angeles.
Another one is her running away from the savior compund as one of Negan's wives. This can be plotted around but we can do whatever too.
    IN CHAOS THERE IS CACULATION / GLORY AND GORE GO HAND AND HAND( marvel / dc verse )cassie is a publicist for the superhero's based in New York City / Gotham    CHASING FORTUNE AND FAME( band au )
cassie graduating and going straight to LA to become an up and coming singer but will she be able to handle the pressures and fame? she is also the lead singer.
    THE HUNGER GAMES
^            
( THE ODDS AREN'T IN OUR FAVOR )
hunger games: cassie is born and raised in district twelve however her father travels between distracts to do shady dealings with the capitol. this gets her family's status upped and she is transported to distract one where she spends the next three years training for the games. she is an outsider and not very cut throat but she will do anything to survive.alternatively when the last games ( catching fire ) is done she gets stuck in the capitol paying off her father's debts in less than conventional ways there she meets peeta her childhood friend and they are both rescued and both in recovery and cassie has nothing but revenge in her heart for the way she was treated all those years and she is storming the capitol an ally with the rebels and is also good at fixing war machinery so she is useful.    RIVERDALE / SOUTHSIDE SERPENT AU( SUCH A PEPPY TOWN / SNAKES DON'T SHED THEIR SKIN)in my riverdale au Cassie is the mayor' s daughter she is a sweet and soft girl who would do anything for anyone and she does not know her family comes from blood money so she starts making business at the white wyrm running into the infamous jughead jones ( serpentblccd ) and soon they begin to form an alliance and work together as well.
in her serpents verse she is also long time best friends with jughead jones and just takes care of her fellow serpents fixing cars at the local junkyard and dealing with all the trials of being a southside serpent while also wanting to be a normal teenager

connections

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